Oops! It's Jun

Hello everyone, 


Yes I know I have not been blogging for awhile. Was REALLY busy with my exams and assignments! 
It was hard but I know I've gained a lot from it.




Have been talking to a friend lately and discovered that we had similar experiences before we were reborn in Christ. It struck my heart again. As if I took a tour back to the old days where I can almost feel the grief stabbing my heart, strangling my neck and burdening my soul.


I remember the days where no love could satisfy me and nothing about me can satisfy myself. I was blinded with my sins and pride. Yes, self-abased IS prideful. But, the love of Cross set me free!






Anyways I'm free from my past now, it was just something that moulded me and made me who I am today. I am extremely grateful for them. His grace, His plans, His love, His truth-- how amazing they are! You are free from your sins and heartache as well, as long as you seek His face.


His kingdom awaits!

Ah yea, another patronising update.
I would LOVE to post something else but I don't really have the time for it. 


But but but! I do have something to blog in my mind. So please wait for it alright?




Well I am now pushing everything that I enjoy aside to force myself to focus on my assignments and exam.
I have TONS of assignments to complete within 2 weeks. #die#




I applied the Premack's law onto myself  ._________. 
I have a few projects to work on. But of course, everything gotta wait til' the semester ends.
Oh well, that kinda motivated me a little.




Hmm, and I found out one of my biggest fears-- calling people I don't know! This might not make sense to you but it is super dreading for me! I sure hope that I can just rely on email but I will get over it. Since I have no other choice but to call the centres one by one to get approval for survey.

I met a few friends recently, typical Malaysian Chinese youngsters.

An experience I heard from a friend: She had a close mentor in her company that had been a guide and a guardian to her. They had many great, memorable moments together. Among all of her KL colleagues (she is a Sarawakian), she wanted to share gospel to this particular person the most. She even invited him/her ( I don't know her mentor >< ) to an evangelical meeting, hoping that he/she will get to know Jesus Christ. Unfortunately he/she rejected.


My friend told herself, there's always another chance. Maybe next time. She can always wait till another suitable functions and meetings. Better to wait rather than scaring him/her away right? Unfortunately there aren't as many chances as we thought. Her mentor passed away a few days ago.


My friend mentioned: "I don't have the chance to say 'Jesus loves you'..."


You and I might heard stories like this many times, or maybe not even once. What did this story tells you?
Ask yourself, ask deeply into your  heart. 


Think about your family, friends, colleagues, neighbours. Do we ALWAYS have the chance? The lost souls around us. Can they REALLY WAIT?

Greetings everyone! 

Sorry for the previous emo post.  :( I hate posting emo entries too.

最近有很多的属灵争战，也异常地软弱，请大家为我多多祷告哦...

福音营会要到了，上帝在动工，撒旦也在动工。很多迹象可以看到，恶者正紧咬着我们不放：搅扰大家的信心、挑战筹委们的合一、回教营地中的属灵争战...

但上帝必要在这一切软弱当中得胜。我如是坚信。

Polaroid from dear Shen Wen. Love it!

Jloh is in da house!!! @ Sakae sushi

@ Sakae sushi with Jloh

Went to St. Andrew church and met Wei wen! DT people, don't be jealous. Oh, and met fellows from Yue Xiang Fellowship too. Gosh, miss you guys :(

I can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!

Everything I do, it is just wrong for you. You don't know how hard it is!
Try it yourself and you'll know how difficult it is!

It have been a long time since I last shed tears for stuffs like this. Anything she did is much better than mine isn't it? ISN'T IT?????
I knew it. Right from the start, I knew it.


I AM NEVER BETTER THAN HER. NEVER.


Even if we were doing the same thing...

It sure surprised me when I discovered how fragile I actually am. I never thought your lectures could hurt me like this. I felt so embarrassed to find myself crying over this. It was just typical grandmother lecturing and comparing her granddaughters on their homework isn't it? No big deal.

I now see... I never really successfully untie the knots. I never asked Jesus to heal this wound, I thought it is unnecessary.

I could never hate you. I truly love and respect you from the bottom of my heart.

Feel like I've been unconciously hurt by others a lot lately, but no, I have not given up. I never will.
Sorry for the emo post that is totally useless and unrelated to anyone. I just need a space to cry myself out.

but it seems like I can't stop my tears....





Says it all.