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Colour My Life
May 21, 2010
I know I'm a bit emo lately.Where have the silly nutty cheerful Yijun went?Guess I kept too much all to myself,And I had it enough.I need to take a rest, a change.first on my blog template :)flowery template to cheer myself up!COLOUR MY LIFERoared by Jun at 8:23 AM | Labels: I tell you arhh... | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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当你
May 20, 2010
当你预备与世界对立时,往往都是被孤立的、排斥的。当你坚持自己的立场时,往往都要被人们厌恶。没关系只要你百分之百清楚自己的所作所为和坚持,都是对的。当你为了不与违背真理的事件同流合污的时候,你是被孤立,但不孤单。因为和你一同为真理而战的精兵都会为你伸出手来。当你为了此事坚持自己的立场,会被他们厌恶,因为他们不明白。至少你知道,你的作为,上面的那位可是看得清清楚楚。做好自己的本分,那就无愧于心、无愧于主了。而那些将你的苦口婆心、劝告与关怀狠狠的践踏在地上的人,将真理不屑地藐视的人,连爱也嗤之以鼻的人,不用急着为他们气得面红耳赤,到了那一天,会有一位来审判他。虽然我们附近没有监视器,但别忘了上帝的望远镜。Roared by Jun at 8:42 AM | Labels: " I LOVE a- M - E - n ", " plain Telling- the - truth " | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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I Shall Leave For Good
May 17, 2010
In my current social community, it can be divided into 3 main parts.FamilyChurchSchoolI think I needa leave one of it, as I'm tired to face all the nonsense going around.In this caseLeaving as in a mental way, nothing physical.Since the place Im leaving is somewhere unavoidable, but the community is what Im avoiding.The anti social gene beneath me I guess.Actually theres ain't too many options to guess aye?Out of three there's 2 community that I'm so attached, which the chance leaving is like0.00000000000001%So yea, thats the oneGod bless your day.So mates, take care now, for my spirit will not be with you any longer.Roared by Jun at 1:14 AM | Labels: I tell you arhh... | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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Man In The Mirror of Contrast
May 6, 2010
Hmm.Was just randomly visiting some of my primary schoolmates' facebook.Gosh, they sure changed a lot!More and more beautiful/ handsome and smart.I saw some of them became hot girls or guys, and weirdly MOST ( seriously most) of them study science stream.Some achieved diploma in their music aspect (if I'm not mistaken)Some became the head prefect of their schoolsand some excel in their co-curricular activities.I look back at myself.Seriously, I think I'm not that great.Not as great as them.What to do?It brought up some of my sour feelings tim...Roared by Jun at 7:31 AM | Labels: I tell you arhh... | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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Take It and Make It
May 5, 2010
Time flew really fast nowadaysI wonder its because that I'm getting older and older(because people somehow felt the time ticked faster when they got older)or climate change causes the Earth to rotate faster than usual.Oops that wasn't the point.I was trying to say that Elim Youth's 10th anniversary celebration is just around the corner!I wasn't aware that it happens so quickly.The first meeting on Cameron's Highland was still fresh in my mind and now its just few days ahead!
Its this Saturday 430 -- 630 pm!Dinner providedSouvenirs for early birds!Come here and witness God's grace for guiding us through 10 years' rain and shine!Okay, theres feelings to spill.I thank God for trusting me with jobs in this event, but I'm awfully shamed to say that I did not gave my best.That was the day I saw my weakness, how I needed strength from above.I prayed, prayed... and prayedI prayed to confess. Prayed to ask for forgiveness. Prayed for Lord's answer.And God answers prayers.I was not the perfect man to do His job, yet He gave me chances.He trusted me with more responsibilities and this time,I feel Him telling me to treasure this chance, to make things right.Its a make it or break it situation.This particular time,I'm determined to Take it, and Make it.It is time for me to change from an irresponsible brat to a responsible adult, no?His grace is definitely amazing.He did not abandon me, like human do.Yet He trusted me with more and transformed me bit by bit.There's nothing more wonderful than being with Him.Thank You.C:p/s: Credits to Auyong and Shu for reminding me the word rotates ;PRoared by Jun at 4:50 AM | Labels: " I LOVE a- M - E - n " | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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Vintage Romance
May 4, 2010
Yea its kinda late nowBut I changed my blog template!Its a new thing for me, especially for a human who knows nothing about HTML codes.So yay~Enjoy the new template!(and its definitely better than blogskins' template)And its Vintage!Ooo I LOVE vintage.Roared by Jun at 9:07 AM | Labels: " the NTD (nothing to do) times", sharing is caring | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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Tired, but still moving on
May 2, 2010
I'm getting tired with it.I've tried to live out the best, to prove my status.And I know sometimes I bossed a lot to correct the situation,and you definitely loathe it.But trust me, its for your own good.I tried hard to entertain you, to correct you with a better way that you can acceptBut you let me down,again and again.Ya just gonna repeat everything huh?seeeee.K let it be then.Keep ignoring me and go on with your perfect life.*sighs*What was I talking about?I know I'll never let you rot on like this....But I'm tired.What to do?Load myself up with fuel and keep roaring my engine I guess.May God bless you with His amazing grace.And you too.Roared by Jun at 6:50 AM | Labels: " plain Telling- the - truth " | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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Blah Blah Blah II
April 28, 2010
Okay, the story continues.
and HALT!!!!
if you had not read the first part of the story,
SCROLL DOWN
It wouldn't be fun if the ending was revealed first!!
need some suspense marh..
so ting hua la..
Enjoy!
*****" Mom! What happened? Dad, what have you done? Were you out of your mind?!"
This is another man that she called him dad. Her stepfather. He first treated them nicely until he started drinking like a fish everyday. Jennifer and her mother lived a dog's life since then.
" Out of my mind? You mean I'm a crazy old dog? You'll pay for this, I swear!" The man yelled gruffly. He then threw a piece of furniture onto her. Her mother suddenly burst into a loud cry and rushed out the door, " I had enough of this! Ten years are more than enough! I'm leaving, I don't have a husband, I don't have a daughter, I'm leaving!!"
Jennifer was flabbergasted. She gazed at the opened door and the empty night. The only one who left for her to love had gone. The man did nothing but bawling. Jennifer burst into tears, all these years she had been enduring, ad she just couldn't take it anymore.
" What are you crying for you brat? You wanna leave with her? Go on! Get out of the house!" The man then got into her room and started throwing all her stuff out.
Fury was crawling all over her, she tried to ignore the anger but it was all in vain. An extreme rage gushed through her blood. She grabbed a broken piece of glass and ran into her room. Without second thoughts, she stabbed the glass as hard as she can into the man's throat.
10 seconds... 20 seconds... 40... one minute... 2 minutes.... She wasn't oblivious how long she had stood there, remaining this position. But for her, it was decades.
In that split second, her mind was blank. The next thing she realized was red fluid flushed down from his throat with a pungent smell, dyeing the floor tiles bloody red. Her old furniture were stained with red patches. The piece of glass stuck out of his flesh and the body lied stiffly on the floor, motionless.
Jennifer opened her eyes widely, as this would convince her that what she saw was true. Her legs shivered and she sat on the floor, feeling her heart throbbing beneath her chest. She took a deep, deep breathe in order to keep herself calm. And it was easier than she thought. She expected an enormous guilt and fear to conquer herself, but none of it does. In fact, she gave out a sigh of relief. " It's over now, its over."
She stood up and looked at the body with a cold gaze. "The police station is only about a mile from here, I'll just walk there...." she thought.
She left the room with a smile on her face.
*comments please~ ^^
and its just fiction, DO NOT DO ANYTHING STUPID K?
Love ya.Roared by Jun at 6:59 AM | Labels: sharing is caring | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
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Blah Blah Blah I
April 27, 2010
This is an essay based on last English test:
She smiled when she left the room
or something like that...
anyway its a lil bit long winded and loooooooong so, bear with me ok?
I spent quite some time to do this. Please read on k?
*****Jennifer wandered down the street. The night was freezing, she can barely feel any part of her body, but she has no intentions of leaving. The pubs and restaurants along the street were packed with party animals, occupying their empty lives with alcohol and pills. Despite the deafening music and cheers from the crowd, Jennifer walked on soundlessly.
She arrived at the doorstep, closed her eyes and took a deep breathe before she steps into the small, miserable house. There was complete silence. She was surprised for a little while, until a man's voice came out from the kitchen again. "You call this cooking? I call this rubbish! Get it done or I'll chase you out of this house! ...." The scolding followed by a woman's sobbing.
Anger rushed through her veins and she got into her room as fast as she can. This was the only way to escape from all the nonsensical scenes. Everyday she came back from night school and hoped for a miracle, that her family will remain peaceful and loving. She tried everything she can to help, although it was hope against hope.
Jennifer sat in front of the mirror and starred at her own reflection. Her face was perfectly sculpted with beautiful features. Her skin always appeared pale, not even tinted with blush. Her pair of emerald green eyes were always still and calm, but with a hint of sorrow. She sat there for a long time. Glittering moonlight shattered onto her pale skin and she stayed still like a flawlessly carved statue. Jennifer started sinking into her own world while her fingers ran through her long chestnut locks. She looked deeply into her own eyes.
Those were the eyes that her father left for her. She shared the same eyes with him.
She then swirled into her deep memories. Her parents had her when they were very young. They thought they are going to live like a fairytale. A king, a queen, a castle and a little princess. Jennifer could not recall what had happen exactly. What made her parents split? No one ever told her the truth.
There was a morning that little Jennifer couldn't find her papa after waking up from a nightmare. She turned over the house to look for him, but no one she found. She cried for papa, begged her mother to look for him. All her mother did was kept quiet and turned back her head, or whispered at her ear, "Papa... would not be back. He has his own life now."
Her time spent with her papa did not last long, but wonderful memories filled her mind. She was always the precious princess when her father was around. Jennifer smiled. The memories was always the remedy towards her loneliness.
"Bang!" A blaring sound came from outside. She quickly ran out to see what happened. She stunned when she saw the scene. The old and tiny living room was trashed, her mother was sitting powerless on the floor, wiping her tears. There were bruises all over her body and slight cut at her forehead.
"Mom! What happened? Dad. what have you done? Were you out of your mind?!"To be continued...Roared by Jun at 6:38 AM | Labels: sharing is caring | 0 comment(s) | Email This BlogThis! Share to X Share to Facebook |
