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  1. Fear

    August 30, 2011

    不能再压抑了。靠着自己建筑的墙,再巩固也有倒塌的一天。


    那么久以来都只是持着自己的意志力建起这道墙,现在这道墙有裂口了,大不大还不知道,只是担心有一天... 墙完全瓦解了怎么办?

    若非耶和华建造房屋,建造的人就枉然劳力

    那么简单的道理不是不知道,那么多年来也去努力学习,唯有这件事,怎么学也学不会。我也知道靠着意志力的事情,到最后是枉然劳力...

    我竟然开始羡慕你,开始自怜了起来。羡慕你可以自由地表达你的感受;而我不可以。羡慕你可以光明正大地说出来;而我不可以。羡慕你可以让别人知道;我连这样的资格都没有。

    还有好多好多的羡慕、奇怪的感觉... 我真的很害怕。

    这种五味杂陈的感觉我真的真的很害怕,因为我真的很不想就这样陷入一个我最挣扎的情况


    上帝啊,我的感受你最清楚、我的软弱你最明白。救救我...















  2. Back to Bloggin'

    August 22, 2011

    So yea, I have not been blogging for a while. A long while.


    I missed the feeling of blogging, too. It is like a toilet for my verbal diarrhea.

    No, I have not lose my distinctively unusual humor and, yes, I'll try to fully exert my unique humor in my entries.
    Reader discretion is advised, though.



    I'm hunting for new blog name as well!
    I've tried a few in the past, but it all failed miserably like my add math tests back in secondary school. I wonder whether it is a curse or something, a different name that does not involve my original name will never succeed.

    I got myself a few names years ago-- Esther, Joleen, Lorriane, Haley... They never worked.
    So I'm back to Yi Jun. Although some of my friends recognized me as Jun.

    And I got my blog a few names as well-- ... well I couldn't remember but they weren't recognizable. ( so unrecognizable, I could not even remember them)

    So I feel like sticking to a title that has my name in it.



    The current one, "Oops! It is Jun" was kinda inspired by Evon (Thanks!)
    Going to test it for a few months and see. At the meanwhile, please tell me if you have any suggestions! (If anyone ever read this post...)

    Evon had some really interesting ideas for me! VERY interesting ideas.

    *The Words Not Spoken*
    (Of course lah, a blog post is written mah)

    *Bedtime Stories*
    (I like this actually, or a, I just feelin' sleepy?)

    *OPPS It's Me Again*
    (Nice one)

    *Coffee Tea or Me?*
    (This title is a magnet to perverts and stalkers)

    *Have a Break, Have a COKE*
    (Works for my description though)




    That's about it! Sorry for the abrupt ending. Need to hit the sack :)
    Leave your suggestions in the comments!

    God bless.



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