Everything I do, it is just wrong for you. You don't know how hard it is!
Try it yourself and you'll know how difficult it is!
It have been a long time since I last shed tears for stuffs like this. Anything she did is much better than mine isn't it? ISN'T IT?????
I knew it. Right from the start, I knew it.
I AM NEVER BETTER THAN HER. NEVER.
Even if we were doing the same thing...
It sure surprised me when I discovered how fragile I actually am. I never thought your lectures could hurt me like this. I felt so embarrassed to find myself crying over this. It was just typical grandmother lecturing and comparing her granddaughters on their homework isn't it? No big deal.
I now see... I never really successfully untie the knots. I never asked Jesus to heal this wound, I thought it is unnecessary.
I could never hate you. I truly love and respect you from the bottom of my heart.
Feel like I've been unconciously hurt by others a lot lately, but no, I have not given up. I never will.
Sorry for the emo post that is totally useless and unrelated to anyone. I just need a space to cry myself out.
but it seems like I can't stop my tears....
Says it all.
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